Picture the scene: It was 7:30pm, I had done a BodyCombat class and a BodyPump class and was a big, sweaty, red-faced mess. This is my usual look around about this time on a Thursday. I was on my way out of the studio to change my revolting gym top for a nice fresh, dry, sweet-smelling one before heading back into the studio for yoga when one of the regulars stopped me. The conversation ensued thus:-
(Woman) "Oooh I thought of you on Sunday"
(I do not even know this woman's name, so this was a slightly odd convo opener!)
(Me) "Oh really?"
(Woman) "Yes, but I don't want to offend you"
(Me) "Er....ok....?" (Slightly panicked )
(Woman) "But I was watching Alan Carr Chatty Man on Sunday...."
(God-awful British chat show host)
."... And Katy Perry? was on it...."
(She said "Katy Perry?" like how you Americans speak, y'know, with a question mark at the end, as if gauging to see if I'd know who Katy Perry was)
"....And I said to my husband, there's a girl who goes to my yoga class who is the absolute spitting image of Katy Perry...."
Hahahahahahaha!!! She thinks I look like Katy Perry!
I was somewhat taken aback!!
(A) er hello.....AS IF
+
(B) WHAT a compliment! She is beautiful!!!!!!
{ (C) I tooooooootalllllly wish I had her boobs }
I assured random yoga woman that it was a huuuuge compliment, at least to my way of thinking, and got involved with sun salutation,
BUT
The exchange kinda got me thinking....pretty much proves the whole beauty-eye-beholder thang + further reinforces my point to self from a few days ago..
Which is
That what I see in the mirror is not what others see.
On the days when I have been feeling grotesque + gargantuan people have commented on how much weight I've lost. I forget that just because I'm scrutinising every little inch of my body and judging it and making mental (and, sadly, real) lists of improvements I wish to make, doesn't mean that everyone else pays such close attention.
In fact, people don't notice you half as much as you imagine they do. True story.
I am my own harshest critic. I am trying not to be.
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Lots of love + happy Friday,
Katy Perry xoxox hahahaha!!!!
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